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[16 Apr 2004|03:54pm]
[ mood | content ]

This is my last journal entry.

On this journal, anyway. ^^ I've moved to paopu_hearts. Everyone on my friends list has already been added, so all you need to do is add me back if you want to. <3 There are various reasons I am moving, but as I do not want to sit down and outline them all, just believe me that I'm doing it. ^_~

I'm going away for the weekend and when I get back I'll delete this account forevah. As in it won't be here anymore. XD So please add my other one.

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... [13 Apr 2004|08:32pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

To: AOL Instant Messanger
Re: You being an asswipe

Thank you for being a complete and total butthead when I want to sign on and chat. Would it be that hard to actually let me log on and stay on for a period of time that exceeded about three seconds? I don't ask a lot from you. I'm hardly even on. Once in a while I'd just like to chat.

I hope you have a nice day, and fix this apparent cranial-rectal inversion of yours. <3


[Edited @ 20:50]

I want a copy of the Grimm Brothers' fairy tales. I feel really deprived having never read them. That is all.

[Edited @ 20:52]

I also want to write for a pirate.

... and really. That's all. (glares daggers at AIM)

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[11 Apr 2004|12:01am]
[ mood | creative ]

Quizzy thingsies.Collapse )

So, off to watch Underworld and plot for vampires. Oooh, vampires. <3

Hee hee.Collapse )

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Last one, really. [10 Apr 2004|12:13am]
[ mood | amused ]

I promise I will cease with the spammage now.

Why I love my husband. <3Collapse )

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Meme! [08 Apr 2004|09:03pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

Stolen from jyuufish because it amused me~.

Spell your name and see what it says about you!

B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
R - You are a social butterfly.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.


B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
R - You are a social butterfly.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
E - You are a very exciting person.

Yeah, the R doesn't work, and neither do the T's, the Y, or the E. O_o But other than that it's fairly accurate.

Do yours!Collapse )

I shall attack comments later! Right now, my cow had a baby. <3 Oh, teh kyoot.

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LOOOOOOOOK! [05 Apr 2004|12:20pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

Everyone look at my icon!

sharpies made me a Hakkai icon, and it's all sorts of lovely prettiness! (huggles it) I <3 it so very much. I'll bear her children, even. (snuggles it some more) Go worship her! Yes, you all know you want to!

That was just the thing to make me cheery again when I wandered by and decided to check my journal. XD

Aaaaah, I feel loved. Now, back to my farmer.

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Okay. [05 Apr 2004|10:07am]
[ mood | cranky ]

So. Had another random bout of whee!ANGER last night, which was so not cool. I'm going to start bludgeoning myself with a large, blunt object if this doesn't stop. Hmph. I think I'm just going to take an even more extended break from this death trap machine (kicks the computer) and go play my farming game. That always makes me feel happy. ^__^

... so if you don't see my on-line as much right now, it's because I don't want to inflict my general state of being very irritated on other people.

Yeah, and writing? I'll get to it. Right now, I have ZERO inspiration, and there's no forcing it. That'll just piss my characters and me off, and the last thing I need is a mini revolt in my head because of unfair working conditions. -_- So writing will come. Maybe when it doesn't make me angry just looking at the computer.

... Yay, Harvest Moon. I <3 my farmer.

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Hee hee. [02 Apr 2004|07:22am]
[ mood | complacent ]

One more day of school, and then spring break, here I come! <3 Hopefully I'll be able to get near the computer long enough to write. And hopefully other people will post on potter_prophecy. @.@ I'm inspired to write there, ff8_waltz, ff7_lifestream (whee yay Aeris!), and the upcoming FY list. (pokepokies queenofhearts and kirakins) XD

I wonder which Miko I'll have. O.o I was thinking about how if we did Suzaku and Seiryuu their names would have to be the same, like Tamahome, Hotohori, Nakago, etc etc, because those're their constellation names. I'll try to get on-line and look up Genbu and Byakko's later so we can see what our characters would be named if they were there. oO Either way, it's all cool. And maybe I'll be able to get on the computer if I tell my brother "I need to do some research!"

Bum bum bum bum... that's it. Gotta go to school. Rawr, school!"

[Edited @ 07:28]

Yo, Kira, yanno that FF6 list we were talking about? o.o Where would you want to set it? Because I've had Past Issues with FF6 lists and various places they start. -_- And if it's after, someone ELSE has to help me with the plot. Like my darling co-mod. (bats eyelashes at kirakins) And we'd have to decide on some rules and stick to them very, very strictly. oO I could send you what I had for the other list and we could tweak it.

... and now I'm really getting off to go to school. This pointless entry brought to you by me being still sleepy!

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Hee! [25 Mar 2004|08:19pm]
[ mood | creative ]

I've had this journal around for a while now, but I never really did much with it. Oo It was just going to be a private thing but I decided I'd just make it a writing journal for my friends list. ^_^ If anyone wants to friend me I'll add you, since I've already got you here anyway, and I could always use comments/criticism/etc.

english_dandy is the account. ^-^

bikun, I wrote your Locke/Edgar drabble! ^__^ It's the first piece of writing to be posted! Go friend me and reeeaaaaad, even if you just defriend me immediately after that. XD I want to know what you think.

kirakins, yours is next. ^^ Got to do some homework though, since Sam and I are working on a project together in Spanish. Oh yeah, and I totally <3 this song.

queenofhearts, I added your writing journal! ^__^ And there was something about me in your userinfo! *gets all misty eyed* I think I need a moment to collect myself...

... um, yeah. Homework.

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... [24 Mar 2004|05:49pm]
[ mood | annoyed beyond BELIEF ]

This is really such a trivial thing. I shouldn't be so annoyed. Keeping this in mind, I shall NOT be annoyed, and shall thus here and now bury said annoyance and go on and force myself to be chipper. Nothing more shall be spoken of it ever again. I will purge my mind by chatting. (pouts and pokes kirakins) My Cessy is here for me, but you're awaaaaaay.

Random boring book babble. Uh, spoilers for Little Women, if you haven't read it and intend to. O_oCollapse )

That over with, I'm going to do something constructive, like chat with cessball and try to get rid of the little angry lump putting pressure on the tip of my brain. >___<

It's amazing how easy it is to hide the fact that you're angry/upset/annoyed if you try. @_@ No one would even really know that anything was bothering me right now if I hadn't put that paragraph up there and used my angry face!!!. ^_~

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So. [23 Mar 2004|10:30pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

Here I sit, 30 mins before my bed time, with nothing to do. @_@ I should probably just sign off and go to bed. But I have all these text files in the document folder on my computer labeled things like 'LOOK BRITTANY POST THIS!' 'JOURNAL STUFF IDIOT!' 'WAIWAIWAILOOKIE QUIZ!' that I figure it's about time I do something about them. *_* I am notoriously bad for forgetting everything, and so it is essential that I make subjects like these for myself. ... and then I forget for months. So let's see what I dig up.

Who knows if these have been posted before or not. *_* Maybe I just forgot to delete them.Collapse )

Wah, bored... should probably go to bed... maybe I'll plug in some Saiyuki. (glares at the 26 minutes she has left before bed) It just seems so wrong to go to bed earlier than I have to.

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*SPLAT* [22 Mar 2004|07:35pm]
[ mood | creative ]

I had this idea when I was at my Dad's house, and I decided to do it. I hope you'll all at least read it and see if you want to join, because it's going to be FUN. *_* I spent all day today organizing it, and I'm still not done. I have to take a break because I've forgotten some of the stuff I wanted to list. It'll come to me later... I know it will...



.25 description:

Have you ever imagined what it would be like to not only play a video game, but become a part of it? To slip on a helmet and gloves, attach a small wire to the base of your skull, and actually live the experience of the game? For the people of Earth in the year 2055, this experience is all too real.

The public was outraged and frightened. They demanded to know what this system was and what it was doing to their children. The creator of the Sin2050 agreed to step forward and address the peoples of the world, but his speech was far from comforting, as was the utter lack of a visual image.

For those who have managed to beat the game and return to the Human World, it is Earth that seems surreal. Of the few that survived, fewer still are willing to go back. Some lose their minds. Some take their own lives. It is easy to see for those people who remained on Earth that coming back is far more difficult than surviving in Verus.

Luckily, there are some in the world that do not balk at danger. Driven by many different reasons, two groups of people have decided to enter again and try to bring people out. For almost all, this is only their second time in the game. Whatever their motivations, they are re-entering, and an entire world is depending on them to bring back as many people as they can.

More in-depth premise! And then go JOIN!!! >.>Collapse )

And now... *dies* I am taking a break.

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Squee! [17 Mar 2004|07:21am]
[ mood | content ]

I totally <3 Saiyuki! I need to talk to Sam today and get the DVD volumes 2 and 3 so I can devour them. *cackles* And then I need to read the manga that queenofhearts bought.

Oh yes, Jen. Definite writing possibilities in the future.

Hakkai: Oh, my. That was a wonderful move. *clapclapclap*
Sanzo: (arms crossed, nods three times) Mm-hm, mm-hm.

They're all such dorks. XD I love them ALL. How can anyone be expected to decide on a favorite? ...... if I had to chose though, it would definitely be Hakkai. (glompsnuzzlesclaims) Poor Hakkai, you have a sad, sad past, don't you? ;_; (must refrain from reading spoilers, though she has made her own deductions....)

... and no, don't even ask. I am so not slashing people in my head. REALLY. *sulks off* It's not my fault Gojyo and Hakkai look so cute together... *cough* Anyway. I shall torture Sam today if the anime is not brought! XD I already lent out CCS DVDs 1-4, and got them back in like, three days. @_@ So now I'm taking the other four.

Squee, Saiyuki! Squueeeeeeee! Must make self some Hakkai icons! Unless someone wants to like, be all lovey and do it for me? (winkwinknudgehinthinthint)

... on a completely unrelated note, squee!Cloud/Aeris! That is all.

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Hee hee. [16 Mar 2004|08:54pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

I was playing FF7 again, as I have noted. Fought Rufus. Mwehehe. Dark Nation is actually pretty persistent, I've realized. I never killed him before because, aw, look, Ruffie has a kitty! But I did this time because I was bored. And he didn't want to die. @_@ But yeah. I amused myself envisioning Rufus at his parade, flanked by the Turks:

Rufus: *strutstrut*
Random Blue Soldier: Heil Shinra! (armthrust!)
(Down the line, a chorus of armthrust!heilShinra's! are heard)

... anyway, that was totally random. Back to sitting here and chatting. Woo, people! I love you all!

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La la la. [15 Mar 2004|04:57pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I had a riiiingpop! And I aaaate it! So it's all gooooone!

... aside from that, I'm writing up profiles. Just need to edit Aeris' epic past, write Rude's background, and write Margot's period. And then I'm finished. *cheers*

No one loves me. ;_; Everyone ran away when I came on AIM. I'm feeling way neglected. *wink*

(sends kirakins mass uber snugglies) Hope today was okay for you.

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Allrighty. [14 Mar 2004|09:59am]
[ mood | crazy ]

FF7 ramblings. Interesting things I have discovered this time 'round involving President Shinra's extra-curricular activities... and yes, they're plainly stated in the game.Collapse )

The point of this message is, that I am totally in an FF7 mood now. I definitely want to write for Aeris, I want to spork Tifa repeatedly in various hurtful places, I <3 Cloud, I feel sorry for Rufus, and I have no idea who I would write for in Shinra. (contemplates) I must mull this over.

But all I have to say is, kirakins, queenofhearts, this FF7 thing has to start! I am way pumped!! And I'll get to write Cloud/Aeris with Kira-boo! ._. I shall have so much fun! If you don't start this, I will hate you both forever!

... okay, maybe not that drastic, but I'll be severely put out.

I am in the train graveyard now. I must go play so I can boot Tifa's ho-ass out of my party ASAP. (bounces off)

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Wah. [13 Mar 2004|06:29pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

I was just re-reading my RP journal for Fujisaki when we were all doing that Gravitation thing, and I was hit with a burst of nostalgia. ._. I want to write for him again.

... I know! I should post to my COMM!

(I am a really big dork.)

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[13 Mar 2004|04:54pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Memes and name thingie.Collapse )

... queenofhearts is going to pimp my comm for me~! Hee hee.

So now I shall sign off!

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Woo hoo! [13 Mar 2004|04:44pm]
[ mood | paranoid ]

Since I was bored (like queenofhearts noted), I decided to create a community. ._. It's here. madrpersanon.

All of you join, pleaaaase! I'm begging you! (goes down on knees)

... Well, okay. I won't force you. But it's an idea I had. ^^;; I hope it goes somewhere. Hee hee. Anybody can join that wants to... ._. All sorts of stuff is allowed to be advertised.

Other than that, I cannot type more, as I'm being watched and I'm scarily self-conscious when I type.

......... I've noticed that when someone is watching me, I can't type. I make a whole bunch of errors. I hate my paranoid issues. >.>

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[12 Mar 2004|07:01am]
[ mood | creative ]

Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiif you want to write but can't, clap your hands!

*clap* *clap*

Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiif you want to write but can't, clap your hands!

*clap* *clap*

Iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiif you wanna write and know it, and you really wanna show it...

If you wanna write and know it, clap your hands!

*clap* *clap*

Thank you. (bows at the waist)

I want to write for my characters on ff8_waltz. >.> I like them ALL. I adore them. I wish to write for them noooooooooooooow. All of them. Mwahahaha. But I can't. They're in various states of emergency/isolation/nose-picking time. Le sigh.

I also want to write on the Gundam Wing journals, but alas, that is not going anywhere at the moment. Hrm. Furuba is going well, except Kagura just came into the picture so now Kyou has to fear for his mortality every turn of the RP. ^_~ CCS is nice too. Eriol-kun! *squee*

But I can't write anywhere. X_x Oh, I suppose I could post for Touya. Hrm. But what I'm *really* in the mood for is ff8. Most notably, I want to write for Kerich, Farris, Armand, Gweneth, Lucien, and Eliza. ...... wait, that's all my characters. Plus an NPC, even. But I can't do anything with Lucien until the plot advances. ._. Advance, you silly plot! Advance!

*cough* Anyway. I want to write mush again. Good thing the ff8 list is going to yield some mushy couples for me. Mwahaha, mush. Although, I have no idea how I'm going to manage to kill any of my characters. ;_; I don't want to kill them. I loff them all. (huggles all of her characters)

So anyway, this was a completely pointless message. Oh wait, no! I shall inform you all, because I know you were all worried sick about me, that I do not have strep throat. ^_~ I have a cold, but it wasn't strep throat and stuff. The stupid white spot wasn't anything serious. Crazy white spots, making me all nervous and stuff.


I want to write!

... randomly, this is one of Kerich's songs. Mwahaha. He = berserker in battle.

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